HOLY

SHIT!
Underweight people have higher chances of getting erectile dysfunction syndrome!!!
I'm soooo gonna gain weight!

yes, I'm not bothered by the fact that being underweight IS unhealthy, but I panic over the fact that it MAY make me get EDS.
EDS is scarier than being unhealthy man!
That's my freaking manlihood.
The reason I can call myself a man!

HELP ME!

And oh, chem mpr tomorrow. She took my ps block. My EARLY MORNING ps block.
I used to think she was nice. Man was I delusional. =D

zisce.

And sometimes, you have to imagine the imagination of a silver lining.

Good news!
Afternoon tuition class was cancelled.
So I slept the afternoon away. xD

Bad news.
I have the bio mpr tomorrow. And I forgot to bring back my bio file! D: (oooh. New smiley)
So I'll to read from the TEXTBOOKS. One of them at least. They're just so thick and boring. But it's for the greater good! *.*

Chem pracs was shit.
The teacher blamed us for being 'slow'.
Truth is, we had to spend 30 minutes waiting for the right exam paper. She gave us the wrong one.
And thennn. The solutions were messed up. Again!
And she blames it on us! Such a sweet teacher.
It took so long, inda sampat aku sembayang zuhur. =[

First day of school was normal. I was sleepy the whole day. Cos I slept late. Cos I couldn't sleep.
The rain was loud too. Scaaarrryyy rain. But nice, cos it made my room cold.
Until my stupid brother opened the window to check outside. Cos he can't see through the transparent window. Cacat much?

Off to studying nowww.
I dont want to get another C for my biologi! xD

zisce.

Sometimes, we have to imagine a silver lining.

It's the traditional 'going back to school' post. I sure hope you all are tired of this. Because I am. =p

Okay okay. I'll get over it with. Tho this thing's just stuffing up posting space.

Noo. Isuk skulahh.
I wish the holidays won't end.
Darn it.
Oh well.
Let's hope the next holidays come fast.
Yay for the next holidays.
Boo for school.

Alright. Now that's that piece of crum is out of the way. Back to business.
I'm feeling better than the few days back. Tho I still hate my brother.
I freaking miss my laptop. I really, really, really do.
Anyways, I'll try not to vent out anger here again. Okay?
Cos curse words make my blog ugly.

I'm flying off to the UK on wednesday.
Got 2 tests to take care of before that. And that piece of news is just great.
Tho it might make some people happy that I'll know the questions to the chem MPRs a week early than all the rest. =D
But it'll sadden them to know that I'm an honest guy. So I won't give then the answers/questions.
Heheheh.

Tomorrow, I have chem pracs. Then afternoon tuitons. Then ngaji. Then night tuitions. I'll be busy till 9pm. *.*
Such an awesome way to start of school, don't you agree? =]
Tuesday's rest day tho. Wednesday too. Cos of afternoon ps.

I kinda miss belalong. And all it's people. It was just an awesome place. Filled with awesome people. And glimmering with awesomeness.
I hope I can go there again. With all the same people. =D
Pictures, just go to facebook. Akid and rafidah has tons of em. 3 albums. =D

I'm off to bed now.
Goodnight, and enjoy your first day of school, maggots. =D

zisce.

cakap basar. p**ir damit.

i just saw tropic thunder on cinemax.
i just freaking love that movie. =D
anyways, astro censors all the bad words in movies and scenes right?
in tropic thunder, shit, ass, fuck are all censored. along with all other bad words.
but. in the beginning of the movie, robert downey jr calls the others 'limp dick fuckups'. this wasn't censored.
so I guess it's not a bad word? =p

I'm so bored.
and I was forced to HELP fix my laptop. I dont want to.
my mom found a place which can fix it for $300. which is bad for me cos I want it to be expensive so that my brother will get effing bombed.
but nooooo. my mom doesnt want my dad to find out.
why the hell is that MF so pampered?
fucking hate that fucktard.

in case you're still wondering, yes. I am still depressed.

zisce.

there's only 1 way 2 say, these 3 words, 4 you. GO FUCK YOURSELF.

more bad news.
my favourite kitten, midnight, has passed away.
sad. I'll post pictures of it once my laptop is back.

and that stupid fucktard for a brother hasn't done anything yet. $2000 is still too cheap for him.

and a mini movie review, for waffle.

Alice In Wonderland.
8.7/10
interesting movie. nothing like the cartoon. funny and intelligent. johnny depp fits perfectly into this movie. =D anne hathaway tho, might be a strange concoction in this already weird mixture. still, good enough. she's the normie which keeps this weird movie balanced. =D
and I hate the red queen. with her melon for a head. xD

I'll be off to the uk again. 1st till 10th april. i dont wanna go. worried about my studies. bio is already lagged. we missed 3 days of studies and now I'll miss a week more. but, I'm going anyways. eventho I want to improve my bio by staying. simply because I don't get to have a say in this.

the principle is : put family before studies.
therefore, family vacation before school?

zisce.

HELLOOOOOO ELECTRICITY!

I am bacccckkk. and I brought pictures! more pictures with akid tho. will take them from his facebook page. x]
belalong was SUPER FREAKING EXPIELIDOCIOUTICALLY AWESOME!
siapa inda ikut, rugiiiiii.
best experience in 2 years.

so anyways. I shall upload the photos next time.
because you know why?

AJEEB FUCKING BROKE MY FUCKING LAPTOP.

3 days. 3 fucking days, I left.
I only had it for what, like 2 weeks?
he used it for less than 2 fucking hours.
the screen is so messed up.
and you know what he did to fix it?
fucking, nothing.
that pussy.

I wont ever let him touch any of my stuff ever again.

so I won't be posting anything until it's fixed.
I hope he gets bombed so hard, he won't get anything from dad.
will post the picture of my laptop here, if I can.

I seriously feel like crying.
that's 2000-freaking-dollars worth of a gift.
and a year's worth of work.

zisce.

amaigadamaigad!

TAYLOR LAUTNER IS COMING TO FREAKING BRUNEI!!!!!!

tapi aku eksen. heheh.

tomorrow I'm going to belalong.

in the afternoon.

until sunday.

I feel tired just by thinking about it. xD

and they say there won't be any reception.

so I won't be able to communicate with the outside world. which is sad.

I'll so totally miss you. badly.

I hate it when I have to leave like this.

I just wish that you'd be around. an hour a day or something.

that would definitely be the highlight of my days. even though if it's just one little hour.

my laptop. I'll so miss you. we just met. now we have to separate again.

I'd hug you. but I'll look crazy. =D

I miss going out with friends.

I want to. but I have EXTRA CLASSEZX.

so freaking VRENX.

I feel like.......

getting new games.

but all that's new is BRAID.

and it's laggy. which is disappointing.

whoever knew 2D games can get laggy on high performance laptops.

but it's an awesome puzzle game. tho sometimes hard. x]

and O MY GOD.

download speeds are up to 90kb/s!

that is totally a first.

zisce.

you dont deserve a point of view if all you see is you.

monday is officially super tiring day.

school schedule is alright. one of the best lineups actually.

starts off with bio. so-so subject. sometimes boring, sometimes will try my hardest to understand. A2 stuff is sooo hard.

maths next. with wafie. maths is a neutral subject. I understand it, but it's boring. but talking to wafie compensates for that.

then I have a 3 hour break. which I spend doing chem stuff, homeworks for the next day or simply playing games.

then chem in the afternoon. chem today was very depressing indeed. we had a test. 1-2pm. then I thought it was time to go back. so I packed up. then it turns out, we needed to do some chem revision. which was another hour. we were supposed to go at 2.30. -.- so I was kinda pissed the whole afternoon.

the worst part is. she talks soooo slowly. I want the class to end FAST, but she talks SLOW.

so yeahhhh.

then balik, tidur. tired.

after an hour, bangun. mandi, ngaji, tuition. till 8.30.

so nights are hard for me to finish my homework.

and and. speaking of homeworks.

the chem papers that I did yesterday. one of them was a wrong year. so I have to finish the one I was supposed to do tonight. a whole past year session in an hour.

I am starting to dislike chem. *nods.

I wanna listen to some new albums.

will do music research tomorrow I guess.

zisce.

hey you. dont you suck?

UNBELIEVABLE.

I was extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemely bored tadi pagi.

so you know what I did?

not games.

not tv.

not more games.

okay, maybe some games.

I finished my homeworks! :DD

so now I'm free to do whatever I want. for an hour.

greaaaaattt.

my emo mode has gone down. hooray!

weird transition it was. a few days before that, syat gave me hey soul sister by train.

It's the most awesomest song in the whole entire world!

it's a happy song. and I freaking love it. =D

so I got addicted to listening to that. super happy mode for days.

then I listen to one MCR song, and boom! loving heavy rock songs about how love is bad.

cos MCR music is just too awesome. x]

I'm learning I'm Not Okay (I Promise) now.

pretty okay so far. will try to learn the whole song once I have the time to.

and I'm going to belalong THIS THURSDAY.

I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo not ready.

they gave us pills incase of malaria.

and these 3 sets of papers about the PRACTICALS that we'll do there.

it looks sooooo boring. I was hoping for jungle strolls and little bit of education. but noooo. it's stroll to the river, practical work, write up, more practical work, go back, discuss about practical work.

see how many works there are? and it's supposed to be the start of the term holidays on thursday. =\

ah well. too late for complaining now. no refunds.

so I'll just have to suck it up.

hope I'll remember to bring my freaking camera.

off to play games now. bye!

zisce.

dont you hate it when annoying people get hyper?

that's what ajeeb is. he's annoying and hyper.

so he's shouting lame comments and talking a lot and playing the guitar loudly.

i told him he's annoying and he should stop. but he wont listen. he's freaking retarded that way.

I'm tired and I want some peace and quiet.

but that bastard is just too retarded.

hence, this poem.

I'm starting to like My Chemical Romance. due to being exposed to the metal side of music.

MCR aint metal, but it's not the type I'd listen to a year ago.

the variety of music I listen to is expanding. yay. =D

tuitions are sucking out my happy energy.

and the gloominess of school is getting to me.

so all that's left is dark, gloomy energy.

I'M TURNING INTO AN EMOOO.

I need Mika music.

NOT!

and my APRs have gone downnn. hahahah. (APRs - academic progress report)

why am I so happy about that? I dont know.

must be going crazy from gloomy energy overdose.

yeahhh. that's it.

help me. *.*

zisce.

even the brightest of light bulbs will start to dim

school has become so.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaantah.

boring.

and I'm so down.

cos my tuitions keep dragging me down.

school's hard enough. but to continue with tuitions is just..... haaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.

night tuitions are soooo depressing. it takes away my free time.

and I come home so tired.

yet, I feel like wasting my time surfing the net or updating my blog or playing games.

but I just dont feel it anymore.

WHERE IS THE LOVEEE?

the BEs have taken our empty classes. now we need to look for new hangout spots during ps. we used to always go to my thinking skills class. but now it has been occupied. so yeahh.

and break times are always so packed. walking in the corridors is now an adventure.

so the BEs are being despised by me even moree. tho some of my old friends are now in md. those guys are fineee. other dudes who take away precious space and oxygen in the school I am repulsed by.

but you know what I hate the MOST about them?

they stand right in the middle of the corridors while talking to each other.

WHO DOES THAT? HELLLEEEEEEWWWWWW.

there are benches on the sideee. LIKE, YAAAAAAA.

corridors are meant for walkingg. not talkinggg. LIKE, DAAAAAAAAHHHH.

do you need us to explain that during the orientations??

have you never seen or used a corridor beforeee?

I'LL KILL YOU!

I need a stress ball. or some games which blow people's heads off.

yeahh. that'll totally help.

zisce.

AWEEEESOOOOMEEEENEEEEESSS.

I finally got my laptop back!! =DDD

NOW I'M ECSTATIC!

I missed how the keyboard feels.

this is how much I miss it.

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it feels so soft and nice. compared to all other keyboards.

and I miss the big screen where my games blind me with their light. trying to give me seizures.

AND MY GOOGLE CHROMEEE.

it still looks so awesome.

AND MY DESKTOP BACKGROUND.

it has never looked so awesome.

I'm talking jibberish. I know.

BUT I DONT CARE.

I'm just so happy. =D

I'm off to... spend some time... with my laptop now.

see ya! :D

zisce.

send your comments to : your-mama-is-so-f@hotmail.com

I
AM
EXTREEEEEEEEMEEEEEEEEEE
....
MEEEEEELYYY
BOOOOOOORREEEED

I wanna go ouuttttt! but it's my driver's day off. so I'm stuck here.
I have played dota. bored of it.
dont wanna to go into the bedroom with xbox. cos it's so freaking hot there.
and I cant go to dee jay to get my freaking LAPTOP!
I miss my laptop. soooo badly. :(

and more bad news.
my brother's doing his project with his friend. and they need the broadband thing.
the pc cant connect to the internet without it.
so this is my last few seconds of internet for the daaayyy.
sad. very, very, sad.
gooodbyeee, social worlddd.

oh yes. juniors make md so stuffy and hot.
therefore, for the next few days, I despise them.
*hisses at BEs.

zisce.