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coolio, my last post was posted at 12:34am. :O

must be a sign.

anyways, I slept at 4, woke up at 9. and I dont have anything better to do.

I'm currently downloading cs source. hoping it's not the old one with only 1 ct an 1 t characters. and it's going up and down, the download speed. max is 110kb/s. which is impossible for our download speed. but that's only for a few minutes in each hour. used to have 60-80kb/s average speed but now it's down to 1-5kb/s. again. ah well.

what else, what else....

oh yeah, today, I had a creepy and weird dream.

it was after a dream about SYAT. syaaaaaaaaat.... *.*

anyways, me and my brothers lived in those secluded kampongs like you see in malaysian movies. to become ustaz(es).

everynight, I would say "assalamualaikum" to my brothers before going to sleep. and they'd reply, of course. but one night, they don't reply but someone said "waalaikumsalam". :O

then I went to sleep as usual cos I didnt know. and they did too. then in my sleep, someone nudged me, so I woke up. then I saw my brothers were still asleep. :O

then I turned around, and there, in front of me, was a hantu PUCUNG! or a gula-gula hacks, as ameen calls em. with his face pale and eyes wide, staring into my face. he was lying down beside me too.

and the first thing I said to him was... "assalamualaikum". -_- then ia balas and I question him with super weird malaysian standard malay stuff like "kenapa kamu disinii??!!" and shit.

then after some questions, he looked pissed and stood up and made a :| face. freaky.and with my ustaz powers, I said to him "pergi! pergi!" without noticing that I already woke up. so I said "pergi!" when I was up, in bed. and also, a big rebel yell that went "GRAAHHH!" and then I realised I was up and felt weird saying that. then I went to play my laptop. =D

gahhh. exams are coming. in 3 days! and I have not studied yet. so I am freaking OUT! but I still dont feel like studying. cos I'm just toooooooo damn lazy. :D

it's maths 1&6 and ths 2. after that. only bio will be left. which is awesome. cos right now, it's my 2nd most confident subject. it's close with chem but since chem 2 was quite easy, I'm more confident with chem. weird eh, the doctor boy thinks chem is easier than bio.

and and, I got horrible news.

it seems that people who wants to continue with medicine as their uni subject will HAVE TO GO TO UBD. and not UK or new zealand or canada. and that to me is quite depressing because I WANNA GO SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN BRUNEI for a change. it might be the most peaceful country but it certainly ain't the best. that's like forcing a fish to live on a tree! maybe a flying fish can survive. for 5 seconds! so yeah, this has definitely gotten me pissed.

so with that, it's either change my educational direction to something UK-worthy and go to UK OR stay with my medicine path, which is what I'd want, but get stuck here forever and ever and ever.

this needs serious debating.

zisce.